First off, if your reading this blog I’m truly grateful for your time. I’ve had this site down for many months where I’ve been searching for answers to life’s mysteries. Being in Los Angeles and doing my very best to finish off a film that was cut about 4 times if I remember right. All the countless hours and people I met along the way has led me into mental states I never could have imagined. Return to Happiness has taught me so many lessons in the past 3 years. My desire to give back to the people of the world knowledge through experiences of love and loss, success and failure..brings me to this moment right here and now. I’m positive we can all say we’ve made poor choices along the way and trusted people we thought were in alignment with the same intentions but that’s the great education of life. As of now my film is at a stand still until further notice. I’m okay with it though because it wasn’t the post production of the film that made me as happy as I allowed myself to be, it was the experience of acting on my intentions. My happiness always came as easy as tuning into our true nature of love and light. Happiness is written everywhere now (even exploited) and I question at times how many of us know the true meaning? I know that I’m the most happy in the present moment when I’m performing a labour of love that exudes positive energy and makes me laugh my ass off. No matter what we do in life, it’s our choice no matter what the conditions or environment as to what state of mind we are in. Making this film has been the hardest endeavour I ever chose. That’s what I have to keep reminding myself, is “I” chose to make a film that a lot of people saw after the third cut was released in Miami and Colorado almost a year and a half ago. Just the fact that I had positive feedback made me feel like I contributed to the world and my own well being. Now I know more than ever, it’s not about me at all. My prison sentence of over 500 days was a cake walk compare to some of the adversities that I will choose not to mention while striving to help make this world a better place at this time. The great thing is, is that I will NEVER quit! I’m back writing, I’ve learned to let go more and accept. I’ve learned all the positive and negative emotions in detail and perhaps that’s what infinite intelligence wanted for Ryan John Phillips.
The main thing in Returning to happiness, is that we have to be AWARE! The great river of life has handed me the greatest blessings over the past few years, and none of them have been material. I had everything in the physical world at one point in my life, and I really was led to believe that was it! Was I ever wrong. Now I have a deeper understanding how the universe works as a whole. How true that our feelings and words when emotionalized create our reality, because I’ve silently witnessed every vibrational request streamline into my life in lack and abundance. So…Now I begin a new quest with the same mission! I have love in my heart, but anger to let go. I have the capacity to help others, but know I need help as well. I’m excited to create a comeback so to speak, because I truly know now that every setback does carry with it the SEED of a greater benefit. This blog means a lot to me, because for a long while the reasoning facility of my imagination was tampered with and manipulated. That’s okay though because I learned the art of allowing and who, what and where to GIVE. The riches in life stem far deeper than material and financial gain. Humility and maturity in many cases can come with losing a lot before you gain. As a closing to this blog, I’d like to thank all my true friends, family and of course the readers of my thoughts that are typed into the lines you read now. But there is one person that has been there as my rock in the past 8 months, and she has become my significant other. Rosy Muto I can’t thank you enough for putting up with my stubborn (at times) personality and always living your life in truth. So happy to be back writing with a purpose!
MUCH LOVE RJP