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SWIMMING WITH ELEPHANTS

 Well never in my wildest dreams did I think I’d be in a film of the remake of Jungle Book! But today was pretty close to coming onto those lines. I did extensive research on elephant trekking and swimming with these massive creatures that move with such grace and beauty despite their massive size. In most parts of Southeast Asia the elephants are mistreated, poked and prodded with spikes to keep them moving while sedated with tranquilizers so they won’t go wild on the individual riding them on land or in the water. I was a top the huge elephant for a stroll through the jungle for about half an hour. It felt pretty cool to be doing something traditional in this part of the world where elephants are looked upon as majestic animals with spirit.

 My highlight came when I was in the river holding on for dear life as my elephant was submerging the both of us under water while blowing large amounts of water from its trunk. What a life experience it was to get this opportunity in the middle of the jungle and a small river outside of Luang Prabang. My heart did go out to these creatures as I know that daily they are used to attract people from far and wide to ride them and experience the same adventure as I did today. I know they are treated well, but whenever I see an animal caged or used to make money it makes me wish they were free to roam in their natural habitat. But these elephants seemed happy, and happier when they got to swim because of the heat. Laos is a very poor country so I understand that this business is a must to make money and feed their poverty stricken economy. The environment was clean and friendly so that’s all that mattered. Peaceful animals and a truly amazing day. Tomorrow a change of plans, it’s off to Cambodia where more adventure and dreams await. Siem Reap here I come!!!…

Much Love Ryan Phillips.

Faith and Belief in Dreams.

 It was a very relaxed day for me for once . Just a bit of shooting this evening where I’m staying. I decided to whip up a little meal for the people having us stay at their guest house. So a few laughs were shared, I’m sure it was me in the apron that made them giggle. I had a very powerful talk with some new friends I met along the way about how we are where we are in life by the power of focus thought. Though is energy. It’s energy moving at an intense rate of vibration. It’s through our thought power that our material world that surrounds us has become our reality. I’m an avid student of the patterns of the universe and I introspect people I meet along the way. I find peoples life’s stories so interesting, especially when I’m a long way from home and get the blessed opportunity to meet people from all walks of life.

 Life is meant to be fun. We are meant to thrive and create. So I had this really cool talk about creation today and just making it so very clear on what it is we desire in our lives. Being content and satisfied with calmness and freedom is my desire. But my desires always take a back seat when I find it so thrilling as to what makes others tick. To see smiles on peoples faces is what makes this life so worth it. No matter where you are it always makes people feel better. Good meaningful conversation about love and family and where we all came from. Talking about tomorrow, embracing the moment and looking forward into the future. Just the pure goodness of living in a healthy body with unlimited potential to explore whatever options we choose if we really want whatever that is. Tomorrow I’m going to hang out with some elephants. I’m going to a natural park that takes good care of these special creatures, another day to look forward and embrace.

Ryan.

WATERFALLS of BEAUTY.

 As I write this I feel as if I haven’t awoken yet from my dream state of last night. The thing about life is, is that you can always plan out your next day, week, year or life…but how it plays out is always what the adventure is about. I awoke at 5:30 am this morning to walk out of my place of residence here in Luang Prabang to experience the mass summoning of monks that walk to their respective temples for the day.  I went up to the main street which was only a 2 minute walk from my room and as the sun rose shortly after 6am hundreds of monks from little boys to old men walked in single file lines and excepted offerings from people on the street. It was a sight to see and you could feel the calmness of their spirit that surrounded their auras. It was a sight to see as the sky was an indigo color with the moon still in full sight.

 There was no sleep for this kid as I went for a serene walk along the mighty Mekong to see fisherman coming and going. I stopped and had a chat with a gentle man who explained to me that I must see the sunset tonight, and I have full faith that I will as it’s only an hour away as I write this page. I was blessed to drive through the countryside which was littered with rice fields and houses on stilts. We made a quick stop as a heard of buffalo was in the midst of crossing the road. Tame and friendly our tuk tuk driver urged me to hop onto one of the bigger ones for a ride which I did and he didn’t mind.

 Finally we reached our destination where I saw some of the most epic waterfalls of my life at Tat Kuang Si. Rows and rows of waterfalls and pools to swim in, I felt as if I was in the movie Avatar. It was awesome and the fact we got there early made it even better because there was hardly a soul in our surroundings. A long hike to the top of the mountains was where the source of these amazing falls began. I stopped in my tracks and felt a oneness to the nature around me and just gave thanks for a life so blessed. Just to be in that moment of time and to feel the flow and sounds of the water running over the rocks. I thought to myself how I used to care about what kind of car I drove or clothes on my back. But to be at such peace in this environment makes the material word seem so insignificant. Another day to remember on this amazing journey, I’m off to see the sunset and my thoughts are with all of humanity that desire peace love and harmony, this is truly heaven on earth..

Much Love Ryan.

Luang Prabang

 The  contrast of life is what injects faith into my inner being. The unknown of unexplored lands that I haven’t yet been,connects me to this unexplainable feeling that I can’t put into words. I walked up a mountain side today to another beautiful temple where I met a some very interesting people from South America and New Zealand. We got onto the topic of the new energies of the universe and all this talk of “new thought” , “law of attraction” ect..I knew that our paths crossed for a reason. I felt a deep interconnectedness between these people. And I started to dig deep into my own subconscious mind. The “new thought” energies and beliefs, are they really “new thought”? Or are have these energies always been and always will be available to us as a species on this planet? My answer is YES!

 I got into this conversation with the gentleman about meditations and allowing the energy of pure thought flow through your mind and body to purify your soul. Intending on meeting amazing people on a daily basis with positive expectation only leads to greater knowledge of this POWER we all have access too! I cherish those moments in time when I can feel the goodness in peoples hearts. especially the fact that we live so far away from each other and just ran into each other on the side of a beautiful mountain gazing down at the Mekong River. The Asian sun beading down on us while we shared similar stories about the river of life.

 How the only thing we can control is our own thought patterns and intentions. It pays big dividends to love humanity and our planet which is a result of evolutionary change. This is a ever expanding changing universe which we as individuals have the capacity to make an impact for the better if we send out the positive thoughts that are easily available to all. This city is breathtaking. Yes indeed it’s a very poor country, but the feel is tremendous. I’m staying in a room that cost me fifteen dollars per night yet I feel better than I did the last time I stayed at a five star resort. The people are real and authentic. From my vantage point if your in this part of Southeast Asia make Luang Prabang a spot on your list. My desires of visiting the land came true as I’m visiting a massive waterfall tomorrow after visiting with some monks at 6am.

GOOD LIFE 2 ALL, Ryan Phillips

BIG BUDDHA

My last day in Chang Mai was a great one. I went up into the mountains and saw a beautiful Buddha that stood 30 feet high and was surrounded by other shrines and temples that were breathtaking. I had a chat with an old monk that told me I was a lucky man. He said that because of the old Buddha necklace that was given by me by Koko in Phi Phi island. KoKo told me it would bring me luck which I believe is something we create for ourselves, but what the heck. I also met a woman that was 95 years old and she walked around with the grace and poise of a 40 year old or less. Her smile was amazing even though she was missing a few teeth. She was surrounded by family that loved and respected her a lot I could tell. I was “lucky” enough to get a hug from her and she grabbed my hands and looked at me with these wise eyes. Being over here in a land where spirituality comes from within I could feel an ageless energy field when she touched my hands.

 It was a long walk up the mountain but the reward was worth every second, and I needed some good exercise anyways. Our taxi driver was our guide and what a great person he was. I truly believe when you have great intentions good things tend to just fall on your lap. And for me the special moments are meeting people that have that inner energy and warmth you can feel right away. The Chang Mai experience was great but it’s on the move again tomorrow to Laos, a place where I’ve never been but sure am eager to the unknown as usual. I’m seeing beautiful waterfalls in my mind and from what I’m told as close to Thailand as it is, it’s a very different flavor. One last film session in the city tonight before country number two on this exciting journey. I sincerely wish everyone the very best and hope life is giving you all you need.

Ryan

Ryan Phillips

I’m Ryan Phillips from Return to Happiness. I was blessed to grow up in the mountains of North Vancouver, Canada. After leaving home in pursuit of a hockey career at age 16, I was exposed to a lot of amazing experiences and incredible adversities.

There was no other career path for me other than hockey, but after sustaining numerous injuries, and being traded all over the country many times, I lost my focus and drive. I lost who I was as a person, and found myself hanging out with the wrong crowd. That was my choice and I became a victim of my environment. Everything in life I believe comes down to the power of making the right choices for you. The partying took to an extreme level. The choices I made, ultimately wound me up in a federal detention center in the year 2000. I was convicted in a conspiracy for marijuana distribution. It was 16 months without freedom, and 16 months of getting to know myself and analyze the bad choices I’d made. It took me a few more years to come to my senses. Although there were some extremely low points, I wouldn’t change it for a different set of circumstances, because those adversities have made me who I am today. 

Once I was out of prison, I did extensive traveling all over the world, and had my awakening when I saw extreme poverty in South East Asia. I’d found my higher self when I was able to connect with these gentle souls… it was truly the land of smiles. I realized how fortunate I’d been to be born in North America, and to have been brought up by such a great family. Suddenly my own issues didn’t seem as problematic. I decided then and there to make it my mission to give back to humanity as much as I could, live an honest life with integrity, and begin this project where this positive awakening I found could be taught. I’ve been returned to happiness, contentment and piece of mind through giving positive energy and love to others. I eliminated negative thoughts as much as I could by training my mind to stay on a positive vibration. I still have my days like anyone else in the world, but having a real purpose to make a difference is what drives me. A lot of you may be happy and content, but for those of you who aren’t quite there I invite you to return to that state of well being which is so rightly deserved.

Through this project, Return to Happiness, our intent is to open the minds and hearts and inspire all who read and watch. We hope you find these teachings valuable, and that you can use our words of wisdom towards your own awakening. This content is for anyone who is looking to increase the inner health and happiness in their life. 

Making the biggest difference in the world is my dream. We look forward to you growing with us on this journey to making this world a more joyous and harmonious. 

AIM HIGH!

 I love people! But I’ll tell you I sure look up to anyone that inspires me to do better things with my life. It’s the people from all over the world that are living with purpose and intention and give that gives me courage to go after my own dreams. People with disabilities that play sports are a prime example of people that don’t let a handicap get in the way of living with intention. Maybe down at first they use their setback as a driving force to defy all odds and rise to a whole new level of greatness. There are too many to name, but a few of them that stick out in my mind are the Terry Fox’s and Rick Hanson’s of the world. They used their setbacks as building blocks to awaken the world to worthy causes although they were met with temporary defeat.

 Defeat is a state of mind! failure is only a failure if you BELIEVE it to be! So when you feel down and out and at the despair of what you make up in your own mind as failure, just know that in most cases it’s a mere test! It’s mother nature testing the spiritual metal your made from and when you can rise above your setback and use the so called failure as a driving force to success. Well that’s when you can gain strength that life is meant to be pushed to the limits in reason. It takes no more to aim high in life than to accept mediocrity! Surround yourself with people that love you and believe in your dreams. Believe in what you can achieve in life no matter what “they say”! For “they” are the ones that are usually too scared to step out of their comfort zone and demand from life what is rightfully theirs.

 Remember if you can humble yourself and assume the characteristics of a leader , with persistence you are sure to win! And lets be real here for a sec, who doesn’t want to win in life? Who doesn’t have dreams and goals that are just sitting their waiting for the taking. Life is moving fast my friends, so start now where you are and make up your mind what you truly want in life. Anything is possible. There’s no time to waste. I’m writing this because I desire everyone in life to reach their true untapped powers. I’ll leave you with 3 words. GO FOR IT !

AIM HIGH- Ryan

The Hustle

 After arriving in Chang Mai thinking it was relatively tame on the hustle bustle I was mistaken in a big way. The city came alive around 7pm. And wow was it buzzing. I’m staying in the downtown area where night markets, bars and restaurants were jammed wall to wall with people. The streets were a constant flow of scooters, tuk tuk’s and others vehicles. I went and checked out the famous night markets and was amazed by some great art and a lot of cheap knock offs as well. Everyone hustling their butts off looking to sell you a deal. By no means are any of the locals rude or forceful, they are just very hard working trying to make a living. I scooped up a couple of cool linen shirts for 3 bucks a piece and a killer pair of shorts for 2. There was music and lights everywhere and people from all over the world had smiles on their faces as the energy was magical.

 I found peace by grabbing a coffee and people watching, one of my favorite activities. This is a must see part of Thailand that has a good feel with mountains that surround the city limits. Whatever it is you desire here in Chang Mai is easily found. I myself like to focus on the arts and the beauty and always take the time to talk to locals even though the language barrier can be tough at times. The majority of Thai people are very gentle that come from next to nothing. So they depend in large on the selling of goods and the “hustle” of the night markets filled with clothes, art and every other gadget known to man.

 As my journey goes on I find myself getting to know a deep inner peace that I’ve always known was there. Sometimes being in western society I get caught up in the materialism in a sense only because it’s always right bang in front of my eyes. Over here I’m so content and at peace with a 5 dollar meal and a coconut minus the blackberry which back home is like a part of my body. I just love simplicity! Don’t get me wrong there’s enough excitement over here to get your mind spinning like crazy. But the joy of traveling and experiencing Asia, is a whole different feel. It’s not such a stressful life. And the “hustlers” on the street and markets are content and happy making a menial living and spending time with family and loved ones.

 You see young kids out late at night asking you if you want this or that, following in the footsteps of their parents. I lose track of time here, but that’s okay because being in the moment and loving life to the fullest is always my dream. I couldn’t ask for a better platform to film this journey and I look forward always to sharing with you another day…

Ryan Phillips
 
 

Chang Mai

 After an adventurous 3 days in Khao Lak, it was on the move again baby! Up early at 530 am, a quick breakie and off to the Phuket airport. Hopped the bird to Chang Mai and had a smooth hour and a half flight. Chang Mai is very different from where we’ve been thus far. The people seemed a bit more laid back than Phuket and not out to grab your buck and hassle you into buying everything in sight. I was amazed at some of the beautiful temples, and the prices here are much more reasonable than where we started our journey. Just my luck it was the last day of the yearly flower festival. I decided to check it out and was amazed by the attention to detail and hard work that was put into these amazing pieces of art. I can say one thing for sure, the Thai people are very creative and artistic and their art is showcased all over the magnificent cityi. Chang Mai is in the north of Thailand and it’s population is 1.4 million.

 I sucked back some of my favorite bevies, coconut water while walking through the city. It’s a must that you stay good and hydrated while in the heat and coconut water is the ticket! Met some really cool people on the plane from Argentina that we’ll be catching up with in Java Indonesia. I love meeting people from all over the world, That’s what makes the travel experience so special. When your sending out positive energy it’s almost a given that it comes back multiplied. Lots of smiles, music and food has been the highlight of Chang Mai thus far. Because we’re on the go tomorrow will be our last day here.

 I was saddened to see a band with 5 members playing beautiful music today all without eyes. I can’t be positive, but it looked as if all 5 of them had eyes before and the irreversible damage had been inflicted on them by another human being and they were playing for money for the people that did the damage. I don’t know if many of you guys have seen Slum Dog millionaire, but it’s along those lines. That breaks my heart. And at the same time I count my blessing for having  eyes to see the beauty that’s all around me.

 Tomorrows another day and I’m sure it will be filled with unexpected fulfillment and surprises. I can’t be more thankful for my life right now and all I’ve seen and what is to come. I wish peace, love and happiness to all the world and a better life for all who desire positive change.

Much Love -Ryan

KNILL SCHOOL DAY

 Yesterday was one of the most precious days of my life. My friend Christian and his three brothers helped build a school in Khao Lak where they lost their parents in the 2004 tsunami. I didn’t really know what to expect other than what Chris had told me about these kids having next to nothing other than the clothes they wore. I was led to the school by some very special people that live here in Khoa Lak from D-Travel. They informed me that out of the 70 kids at the school they had only one ball to play with. So it was the next logical step to go load up with some soccer balls for the kids. I got them some ping pong racquets as well and and an abundance of fresh drinking water.

 After a short meeting with the principal of the school I was led on a tour of the school with an English teacher and Khalil great friend and cameraman. We were both in a bundle of emotions after seeing numerous pictures of the wave that devastated much of Khao Lak. We tried hard to fight back the tears but that was impossible. We knew we were in for an emotional experience but this jarred us pretty hard. The name of the main school building is named after Mr. and Mrs. Knill and a beautiful plaque adorned the interior of the school. I said my peace and placed a flower under the plaque with all do respect.

 Then it was time to have some fun! In the squelching heat Khalil and I played soccer with the kids for about two hours. These kids were having a blast and I literally was transformed into a human jungle gym. It was non stop laughter and fun. These kids were just great and some of the happiest kids I’ve ever been around. They don’t know any other way of living so to them the small gifts we brought were a huge deal. My reward was to see all the smiles and laughter. for that brief moment in time I was able to refelct on my own childhood and how good I had it growing up.

 It was tough saying goodbye, and they kids ran after our tuk tuk not wanting us to leave. I’ll never forget that day as long as I live and the feeling of just being alive.

 Ryan.