Leaving Home

 I left home at the age of sixteen. Wide eyed and full of expectation ,I had nothing but intense anticipation for a life that I knew I wanted so very badly. It was Hockey then, and I was just a boy with dreams. My dreams didn’t work out exactly as planned due to circumstances and situations that I created mostly. And for the reason I believe that everything happens for a reason,that career path wasn’t meant to be. I’ll never forget that day when I said my goodbyes to my mom as tears streamed down her face. I didn’t have a clue what kind of ride I was in for. A lot of adversity accompanied by lots of amazing memories are still imbedded deep inside my mind and soul. Friendships and lessons that I cherish and will carry with me forever. For I believe my journey has prepared me for what I’m about to embark on now. After hockey was cut short due to me making some choices that led my into prison in 2000 and a life that took me into the underworld so to speak. I feel as though I was sucked through the vortex. I was “involved”, but I wanted a life so bad, a real life. So I chose a different path.

 I don’t judge anyone in this world. I don’t have the right, nor do I think anyone has the right to judge people at all. I just wanted to live! My path took me into some dark places and I lost not only my self but people who were at the time very close to me as well. For some people that lifestyle is ok. But for me I had to become a different person that I wasn’t proud of. I’ve played hard and fast and flirted with death on many occasions. It’s been years now since my awakening process began, and it feels good that I can wear my emotions on the surface with no shame of being labeled or judged. with  Cause and effect I of course payed the price in many aspects of the reality I was involved with. I created the character of the big show I personified. Now that life is all but a blur. I put myself and my family and loved ones through a lot, and thank god the people I love still believe in me and  see me for who I am.

 The adventure starts in a few hours. The adventure of a lifetime I feel is on the brink of manifestation. A lot of planning and heart has gone into this project that will be filmed over in Southeast Asia. I feel so drawn to that place of beauty and sacred temples. Travelers from all over the world will be crossing our paths while we’re on our mission to find where the “true” source of happiness comes from. We’re going to be tapping into infinite possibilities and amazing people along the way. I want to take as many people along with me as I can. I truly with all my heart intend to give you guys cool videos every few days. I’ll be blogging on stories daily of the journey in store. I feel from my vantage point that true happiness lies within all of us, and bringing it to the surface through love and intention is our mission. Our aim is to inspire you the people with ideas and breaking out of your comfort zone. Awakening to all the infinite possibilities that await you in life.

 I was very blessed to meet with a dear friend of mine Helen Whittle last week. We had an amazing talk about the past, present and future. I felt so interconnected to her inner audience and positive vibrations as she fore told what I had in store for me on my journey. This isn’t just a journey for me. I feel as if I’m being guided by a higher source to places in the world where people have no idea about western civilization. My cameraman is such a intricate part of this positive project. His name is Khalil, and he’s one of the most creative souls I’ve been so blessed to meet. We both are running on high emotions leaving family and going into uncharted lands that are calling. We both want to make a difference. And it’s going to be our sincere desire to share with you every step of the way. Stay tuned to many laughs, and emotional rides in the upcoming months.

 I want to take this time to thank my loving parents and family. My good friends and to all the people that read and watch our videos. Return to Happiness is all about finding and spreading more happiness in the world, and for that I’m so blessed.

Much Love Ryan Phillips.